19 September 2016

GOODBYE MR. V.

 Badalona, Barcelona, Spain. September, 2016




I've been out on the ocean,
sailing alone,
traveling nowhere.
But I know,
once in a while we will find,
the sound of your heart beats with mine....
and someday,
the crash of the waves will be far away
and I will sail in your eyes....
cause when it's time
I'll leave the ocean behind




Dear V,
today I write to you...for the last time...I don't know if you'll ever read these words...Maybe by a curious quirk of fate you'll bump into these pics, into this blog that talks about me and, alas, about you too, about us, 'cause like it or not two years ago you came into my life...So many things changed from the last farewell, that goodbye full of grudge we said to each other when I left Barcelona & the flat...I've changed...I'm no longer that girl only heels and parties you thought or better you wanted to see, 'cause each one of us has an outer casing but only the real interest push to look deeper for discovering that mysterious and intricate world we've inside and we hide from the rest of the people.
You've preferred to stay on the surface, perhaps out of fear...who'd ever know? Maybe one day you'll regret it and  you'll realize that any chance, especially in love, must be seized...better or worse...I don't know how many times you'll ever meet a woman who will come to your city for looking into your eyes and speaking to you...Maybe you'll understand & appreciate it over time but sadly it'll be too late....Anyway I'm aware of  trying and, in any case, I put my heart into this affair.
Sophia




Caro V,
oggi ti scrivo...per l'ultima volta....Non so se leggerai mai queste parole... forse per un gioco del destino ti imbatterai in queste foto, in questo blog che parla di me e ahimè anche di te, di noi, perchè volente o nolente due anni fa tu sei entrato a far parte della mia vita ...Tante, troppe cose sono cambiate da quell'ultimo addio, quel saluto freddo e pieno di risentimento che ci siamo scambiati poco prima che lasciassi per sempre Barcellona e l'appartamento... Io sono cambiata...non sono più quella ragazza solo tacchi e feste che tu credevi o meglio che tu volevi vedere, perchè sai ognuno di noi ha un involucro esterno ma solo la curiosità e il vero interesse spingono a volersi addentrare più a fondo per scoprire quel misterioso e intricato mondo che nascondiamo. Tu hai preferito rimanere sulla soglia, forse per timore, chi lo saprà mai....forse un giorno ti pentirai e capirai che ogni occasione, specialmente in amore va colta....vada come vada...e non so quante altre volte ti capiterà che una donna venga a cercarti dopo un anno solo per parlarti e guardarti negli occhi....forse lo capirai e apprezzerai col tempo ma ahimè sarà troppo tardi....io resto con la consapevolezza di averci provato e che in qualsiasi caso in questa storia ci ho messo il cuore.
Sophia



   Special thanks to the photographer: +Montse Simon ( www.montsesimonphotographer.com)


   

  I was wearing:

  The wonderful dress I wear has been designed and created by +Montse Simon ( facebook page), 
  who's a photographer, retoucher and fashion designer...Her creations (clothes & accessories) could 
  be weared by models or girls who want to have a special book with hand made clothes...dream 
  clothes




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68 comments

  1. Nice photos and caption, somehow it looks elegant and dramatic, you look happy but seems hide some feeling. Cheer up dear :) Anyway, you look gorgeous as always! <3

    xoxo,

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    1. Thank you so much Chelsea!!!I'm a bit dramatic jejeje as my love affairs and in general my life!!!Kisses
      Sophia

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  2. Such beautiful pictures!
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    1. Thanks Alessandra...too nice ^_^
      XoXo
      Sophia

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    1. Muchisimas gracias Paty!!!Un abrazo y que tengas buen dia!
      Sophia

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  4. Oh dear, these photos are extremely beautiful, but I got tears in my eyes when I read that post. I felt like I had to know a bit more about the issue before posting a comment so I read "Dear V" and "That Letter" too. Look dear, all I can say is that we're all humans, we say things that later regret, we make mistakes, sometimes we even hurt a person without really wanting it. But if you tried to fix that mistake and it didn't work out you should't feel guilty anymore. Fill your heart with peace knowing that you did what you could. Some people don't appreciate that, and yes that's very sad. But believe me when I say, soon or later they regret giving up so easily. And yes, sometimes they even show up in your life again when you least expect it! I'm telling you because it happened to me (a guy showed up after THREE years, long story short: he's now my boyfriend). So you never know, and in the meantime keep living your life to the fullest, gorgeous! Cheer up. :)
    xx

    www.stylebydeb.com
    (I'm so sorry for such a long comment!)

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    1. Dear Deb,
      first of all thanks for taking time in reading my blog....for me is not only pics and fashion...is something more...is a way for sharing my feelings and thoughts....This affair is weird as us 'cause when I lived with him (we were flatmates) I didn't love him but later, when I moved to Madrid I started to miss him too much for being an ex flatmate....I tryied many times to have again a contact with him but he wouldn't...he's too proud and strict....so I'm at peace with myself and I'm sure he regretted his behaviour although he didn't tell me....maybe, as you said, he will confess me everything ( a part of me hope it, just for a personal revenge) and I'm sure I'll see him again,once in my life.....but probably will be too late...anyway let's see destiny what has lined up for me ^_^
      Kisses and have a nice day!
      Sophia

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    2. Yes dear, and I'm sure you still have tons of amazing experiences ahead and new people to meet. If life gives you the opportunity to meet him again, only you will know how you feel about him then. Wishing you all the best. xx

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  5. Stupende queste foto!!!
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  6. Wow! Very beautiful and inspiring photos! The dress is amazing. Have a beautiful day, Sophia!

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    1. Thank you so much Agne!!!Have a nice day!!!
      Sophia

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  7. wow incredible photography ... you look stunning dear
    also check out my blog

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    1. Thanks Salome, you're too nice =)
      Sophia

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  8. I love your letter to the 'man you left behind', the perfect accompaniment to this gorgeous photoshoot! You really suit the colour red, by the way :)

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    x

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    1. Thanks Gabrielle!!!That's a good way to define him jejeje...Have a nice day!!!
      Sophia

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  9. Che bello questo abito! Cosi glamour! Un bacio Cara!
    ♥☻♥☻♥
    Jeanne
    http://fashionmusingsdiary.com

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    1. Grazie Jeanne....sì hai ragione, quest'abito è da sogno!!!
      Sophia

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  10. You look seriously stunning babe. That dress looks amazing on you, a total goddess. Beautiful writing too, I hope you're starting to heal <3

    xoxo
    Rina
    http://www.andshedressed.com

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    1. Thanks Rina!!!Yes...over time I forgot him...I did a good analysis with myself and finally I understood he's not the right man for me!!!
      XoXo

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  11. che scatti magnifici, troppo bello quest'abito
    buona serata
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    un bacione

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    1. Grazie mille!!!Sì,è semplicemente meraviglioso!!!Un abbraccio
      Sophia

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  12. Che meraviglia queste foto……l'abito è stupendo!!!!
    Baci

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    1. Grazie mille Marta!!!Un abbraccio e buon weekend!
      Sophia

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  13. Questo vestito è meraviglioso e adoro le foto che hai fatto.
    Un bacione
    Maggie Dallospedale Fashion diary - Fashion blog

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  14. Che abito splendido, sei una vera principessa moderna :)
    Che bel post...

    xoxo
    www.bellezzefelici.blogspot.com

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    1. Grazie Elena....eheheh ogni tanto bisogna sentirsi delle principesse ^_^ un bacione e buon fine settimana!

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  15. These pictures are just fantastic!!! The skill the photographer has and you as a model, simply amazing!!! and of course you write beautifully about your feeling towards V...
    Keep going strong babe!!
    Kisses

    www.bequiche.com

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    1. Thanks honey!!!This shoot is so inspiring....I did it with a lot of illusion for the dress and for the love affair behind ^^....this post express a part of my life that was and probably will never return!!!
      Kisses

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  16. WOW! Such a beautiful pictures!

    If you want you can visit my blog and we can follow each other? You can find me on: http://worldofjustanidem.blogspot.ba
    HAPPY WEEKEND

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  17. This red dress looks stunning and so elegant!

    xoxo
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    1. It's simply wonderful...sexy and elegant at the same time
      Kisses

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  18. Che foto meravigliose!!

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    1. Grazie mille Giulia!!!L'abito e la location hanno aiutato =)
      Baci

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  19. Le foto sono meravigliose!!!!! E tu sei splendida!!!!
    Baci,
    Marina
    http://www.maridress.it

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    1. Grazie mille Marina!!!Un abbraccio e buona serata!
      Sophia

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  20. Gorgeous photos! You look great in red.

    Amy Ann
    Straight A Style

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    1. Thanks Amy Ann...is my fav color together with pink!!!Kisses
      Sophia

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  21. I love your dress. It is stunning.

    www.mydailywear.co.uk

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    1. Yes,it is...is simply wonderful!!!Have a nice day
      Sophia

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  22. Sei bellissima in quest'abito rosso Sophia!
    Un bacione
    Cinzia

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    1. Grazie Cinzia!!! E' stato un servizio davvero speciale...Un bacione
      Sophia

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  23. Beautiful words Sophia, you look amazing and thanks for sharing beautiful!
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    1. Thanks you too for the comment!!Glad you liked it^^
      Sophia

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  24. Such great pictures! Love the red.

    Xo, Maryam
    www.glamandposh.com

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  25. The photography is beautiful! I read this post and the other 2 post regarding this, and all I can see I am sorry you're going through what you are going through. I hope you are now healed. You did the best you can to make amends. I hope everything is going well!

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    1. Thanks Rach for these words...and for taking time in reading my posts...I'm better than some months ago...time helps me a lot....Now I just need a new strong change in my life 'cause I'm still linked to the past!Kisses
      Sophia

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  26. Really good post dear!
    Kisses from Spain

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  27. These photographs are breathtaking! I love the dress :)

    Sarah | What Sarah Writes

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    1. Yes, they are...are amazing jejeje^^ Glad you liked the post!
      Kisses

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  28. Wow, those photos MUST go into a magazine!
    http://www.pret-a-reporter.co.uk/blog/

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    1. Thanks Edyta...too nice!!!Maybe they could be on a magazine....wiould be a dream^^
      Sophia

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  29. Stunning photos babe! Loved them. x

    Have a great week,
    Andreea
    http://couturezilla.com/

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    1. Thank you so much Andreea!!!Kisses
      Sophia

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  30. purtroppo le cose non vanno sempre come vorremmo...mi spiace, ma se vede ste foto si mangerà le mani!
    baci Gina

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    1. Ahahahah...è quello che penso anch'io...prima o poi si pentono e spesso quando ormai è troppo tardi!Baci
      Sophia

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  31. Are you kidding me with this photos!!! So Stunning, omg! Xx

    Nikki | www.nikkibstyles.com

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  32. These photos are absolutely amazing!! Gorgeous!

    xx, Elise
    www.sparkleandslippers.blogspot.com

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    1. Thanks Elise...I'm so satisfied of this shoot...is romantic and fashionable too^^
      Kisses

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  33. What great photos ... what lens are you using? Very sharp.

    Also, seems to be a lot of emotion in the content you're writing. I will have to read more on your site :)

    These Tiny Stories

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    1. Thanks Emily, I'm so glad you like the post and especially what I wrote...was so inspiring this shoot 'cause I came back to Barcelona after one year and just for love....was exciting...regarding the lens I don't know which ones used the photographer...she's a retoucher so a good deal of the result is for the photo retouching!
      Kisses

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